3 posts tagged “love”
Oh Taylor Swift and her poetic lyrics. I'm such a sap.
Well, guy that I may have mentioned a couple entries before is moving away for a great job opprotunity. Across the country. GEE. doesn't THAT sound familiar. son of a...
So I saw him all day on sunday and he asked me to play on his soccer team that night. i got to casually hang out with him and play some good soccer. could not have been happier. anyways, by the time i get back from my vacation, he'll be leaving the next day. i was bummed that i wouldn't be able to really hang out with him before he left.
me: so are you having a going away celebration or anything?
him: nah, i don't wanna make a big hoopla. i'm not one to toot my own horn, know what i mean.
me: oh...
him: i mean, if you wanna put something together, i'll do something.
i kinda laughed when he suggested that. i didnt wanna put together an outing for him, i thought that might make me look desperate. but after talking with maura, she made me try it. a couple text messages and some casual suggestions later, and i have a possible going away party on friday night. holy crap, how did i just pull that off? oh well, i get to see him one more time before i leave. that's all that matters. and now i present to you, an expert from the song i can't stop listening to...and i think it's appropriate:
Would you spare a minute?
Give me a single chance
To look in your eyes
Let me hold your hands
I want to get close enough,
To read you
Understand you
Open up your heart
Open up your mind
Nobody needs another stalker in your life
I'm only here to help you learn to love me,
To know me
I need a hook so you won't be the one that got away
I need a look that stunns ya, makes you wanna stay.
Don't wanna speak in case it comes out wrong
Don't wanna blink coz in a second you could be gone
I need a twist to turn this story round.
I need a bridge to cross this dangerous ground
Meet me in the middle like I want you too.
I gotta find your heart to shoot my arrow through
-"One that got away"-Natasha Bedingfield
So anyways, sorry about that moment of love lorn mushiness. it doesn't happen often on my blog,so just deal with it.
I'm leaving for PUNTA CANA on SUNDAY SUNDAY SUNDAY! it's gonna be SO relaxing...and i can't wait. i'm bringing my laptop to get some writing in while i'm on vacay, so i'm sure i'll update my blog while im there. i know you guys sit by the computer and hit "refresh" until my blog is updated. don't lie.
this past weekend was amazing. me, katie and heather went up to Michigan to hang out with Dolo and watch the Red Bull Races with a bunch of her friends. then we went to HockeyTown in downtown detroit to watch the Red Wings game. I had a blast. Dolo is leaving in August for the city of angels, and it hasnt hit me yet. whhhhhy don't all my friends live in one spot? i don't. understand.
i also mentioned before that i am developing my own TV pilot, and it's going really well. I have my story line almost done, including character description and setting. I had the premise up on this blog, but crazy me got paranoid and took it down in case someone stole my idea. gay, i know. so the next step is starting to hammer out the scenes and dialogue. But i'm getting new and hilarious ideas every day, from my own head as well as from the heads of my own friends who this TV show is based off of. I record them on my phone, because most of the time i'm in the car when they come to me.
welp, back to work i suppose. it's been busy this past couple weeks...and i enjoy it. plus, the devil himself is now working from HOME most of the week so i don't have to see him that much any more. always a bonus.
i hope i have some positive updates after friday night is this little get together with the man who makes me swoon actually happens. until then....love thy blog.
ps: with the 2007-2008 TV season over, i'm unsure of what to do with my life. me and katie are actually starting over with one tree hill because it was THAT good.
There is a conflicting push and pull aspect at play, dear Leo, which may leave you feeling a bit unsure of how to proceed. On one hand, you may be feeling like you want to plan things out and get your emotions stabilized so that you can function at full capacity. On the other hand, there may be something pulling you up into the clouds. This is your heart talking. Listen to it, and find a compromise between these two energies.
Right on. I just read this out loud to my editor and she laughed and yells "I TOLD YOU SO!" she thinks i should make some kind of forward progress with the guy i like. it's complicated, damnit. i don't wanna overstep a boundary or make him uncomfortable with flirting. she thinks harmless, subtle flirting is fine. i'm not sure.
i usually do listen to my heart. and it's gotten me pretty much nowhere. some good memories, and alot of heartache. wahhh wahhhhhh...i'm boring myself talking about this crap right now.
i'm officially done with my first year of grad school. ONE down, only TWO more to go. seems so far away, and i've probably done more work in the past year that i did in 4 years at SJC. at least my schedule will ease up alot. i had about 5 meltdowns this past school year with everything. most recently last friday. but anyGAY, i'm all done with year 1 and should come out with a pretty stellar GPA. i have a 4.0, but i wont after this semester. probably a 3.8, and only because RESEARCH METHODS was a joke.
well, back to pretending to work.
Siiiiigh, it's monday.
The good news is that things are changing here at Russell LLC. which might make it bearable until i can find a new job. Or until I get my internship for the summer. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let that happen.
My editor just moved into my office with me, and we've been girl talking about guys. She just got into a relationship and she asked me if i was dating anyone.
"In real life, or in my head?"
In my head i'm married to Landon Donovan, seriously dating John Krasinski, and having a fling with Zac Efron on the side. wow, slutty even in my own imagination.
I deemed myself a while ago not emotionally mature enough to be in a serious relationship. I still want to run around with my friends (when i have the time), and i want to be able to pick up my life and move should i have the chance to advance my career. I never though i would be the girl to throw herself into her career over being in love, but that path looks very appealing right now. I don't have time, and I'm just not ready. Sure, I have crushes and shared smiles with guys at bars or in school....but nothing makes my heart flip more than the thought of chasing my dreams across the country should i get the opportunity.
This weekend was wonderful. I spent it with my mom, who took me shopping and we went to get dinner at STIR CRAZY which is amazing chinese food. We saw leatherheads which was just a fantastic movie. Really loved the old time feel too it, and the quick dialogue and slapstick elements along with that amazing soundtrack really made it enjoyable. and of course, john was flawless in it. oh, and george clooney was his same old sexy self. GO SEE IT!
A long week ahead, school, work and practices. Then its off to Ohio for my first big tournament with my girls. I'm not sure how the competition will be, but wish us luck!
There is a banner on the side of this page as im writing this about ALL NEW NBC THURSDAYS. you know you're definitely not in college anymore when you're more excited for that than for what used to be "thirsty thursdays" and usually the biggest drinking night of the week.
Things to get excited about:
- little 5 weekend with my best friends and playing some real soccer in the alumni game
- new episodes of the office and how i met your mother
- great movies coming out soon (indiana jones, sex and the city)
- disney trip for my sisters 30th birthday
- punta cana for a week with meggy
- life in general.
