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There is a conflicting push and pull aspect at play, dear Leo, which may leave you feeling a bit unsure of how to proceed. On one hand, you may be feeling like you want to plan things out and get your emotions stabilized so that you can function at full capacity. On the other hand, there may be something pulling you up into the clouds. This is your heart talking. Listen to it, and find a compromise between these two energies.

Right on. I just read this out loud to my editor and she laughed and yells "I TOLD YOU SO!" she thinks i should make some kind of forward progress with the guy i like. it's complicated, damnit. i don't wanna overstep a boundary or make him uncomfortable with flirting. she thinks harmless, subtle flirting is fine. i'm not sure. 

i usually do listen to my heart. and it's gotten me pretty much nowhere. some good memories, and alot of heartache. wahhh wahhhhhh...i'm boring myself talking about this crap right now.

i'm officially done with my first year of grad school. ONE down, only TWO more to go. seems so far away, and i've probably done more work in the past year that i did in 4 years at SJC. at least my schedule will ease up alot. i had about 5 meltdowns this past school year with everything. most recently last friday. but anyGAY, i'm all done with year 1 and should come out with a pretty stellar GPA. i have a 4.0, but i wont after this semester. probably a 3.8, and only because RESEARCH METHODS was a joke.

well, back to pretending to work.