Katie got the assistant coaching job at Quincy University. I am SO proud of her.

Am I going to miss her terribly when she leaves? Absolutely.

Dolo is moving to L.A. this weekend, and already has comedy gigs lined up. I am SO proud of her!

Am I going to be sad when I realize she's across the country and not up one state above? Of course.

So yeah, not a good week coming up.

Plus, my back up roommate fell through. So now I must either figure out a way to afford that place by myself or hopefully go forward with the original plan of moving into a cheaper place and just transfering my lease. We'll find out tomorrow after a meeting with the land lord.

Hopefully all this won't matter, because I'm going to get this fellowship! RIGHT? right.

Mommy is coming on sunday. thank god, something tells me i won't be doing so well come this weekend.

I have picked up a rather embarrassing guilty pleasure. but i love it SO much. and no, i won't tell you about it. it's THAT embarrassing. but i thought i'd let you know i am doing things to keep my spirits up.

oh, and i still work here. raj has magically come into work every day for two weeks. work from home? REALLY?

siiiiiiiiiiiiiigh. this day needs to be over. this week needs to be over.

debbie downer. wahhhh wahhhhh...

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i have my coaching classes to obtain my E license this weekend. tonight 6-9. tomorrow 9-5. sunday 9-4. which means i dont get a weekend. i need it though to continue coaching my club team. i jsut know its gonna be boring basic stuff that i know already. siiiiiiiiiiigh.

i'm going to see dark knight tonight and i'm very excited. i havent seen the last one and i'm not the biggest batman fan....but c'mon. we all know the numbers are gonna be huge to see heath ledger as the joker. i have no doubt he will be fantastic.

my friend from work just got fired. why do i wish it were me? because then i would have the incetive to make a living freelancing. not the best income, a free lance writer. but his job is slowly stealing my soul. and one of my friends is gone. which means i have three left here. and raj is still here, so that means i still want to punch him whenever i hear is obnoxious voice.

i registered my script with the writers guild! no turning back, now. i just need to write my statement of interest and we should be good to go in terms of applying for the fellowship. i worked hard on the script, and i hope my talent outshines my lack of actual TV writing experience.

Twilight has consumed me. i ordered the rest of the series off amazon today, as well as pre-ordered the final installment and i've been watching any footage i can get on the movie all day long. how am i still working here?

enjoy the weekend, you bastards. i dont get one.

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Email:

The finalists for the Academy of Television Arts & Sciences Foundation Student Internship Program for summer 2008 have been selected.  Unfortunately, you were not chosen for this year's program.  The judges, who are all members of the Academy and work in the area in which you submitted, carefully reviewed your entry materials.  As the number of submissions continues to grow each year, the competition was, as always, very tough.  Not being chosen as a finalist should not discourage you.  This is an extremely competitive industry and it is important that you continue to work toward your goals.

Siiiiiiiiiiiiigh. Offff course. I'm not sure why,but a small part of me really thought i had a chance. i chose not to smother that little voice in my head. it felt good to believe for awhile. oh well. next year.

also, people disappoint me. another broken promise, another reason to move on. thank you.

This summer i want to crank out a couple of spec scripts. One for How I Met your Mother, and and original one. And katie from class says her friend is starting a publishing company and wants some writers. I guess I should really put a dent in my collection of short stories.

Grad school is done for the summer, yet why do i feel like i have no time still. oh that's because i keep taking on activities that i dont really have the time for. like coaching a high school team. while working full time. and getting my masters. and coaching a u12 team. what...is....the matter with me? i don't have the answers.

maybe if i'm so busy i dont have time to stop and think about the disappointments.

last nights episode of the Office...priceless. Of course i had a soccer game at the same time so i watched it at work this morning. they get better and better. SEASON FINALE NEXT WEEK! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Favorite QuoteS:

"Well, here are your options: You can sell it for parts, drive it off a cliff, you can donate it to a person who you'd like to see die in a car crash, or you can sell it to me and I'll use it as I would a wagon on my farm. It will be towed by a donkey."-Dwight

"Alright everybody-- [noticing Pam's glasses] Oh. My. God. Pam. Those make you look so ugly. Uhh, Pam in order to get hotter you take the glasses off. You're moving in the wrong direction."-Michael

"Jim! No. If your propose to me during the MicroManage meeting...I will say no."-Pam 

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Hee Hee, i have a crush.

I forgot what it felt like to be real into someone, and be excited to see them and spend time with them. I got to hang out with him and i'm all smiley :)

And that sweet pain of realizing it might not be returned. I can't say for sure if he's into me. But i do know i missed that panicked feeling in my stomach when i realized how much i'm starting to like him and he might not like me back.

i've been so busy with school and work and coaching and trying to get a future together that i havent even looked twice and a guy. ever. i've thought this guys was cute for awhile, but we're both so busy i barely talked to him. i finally got a chance to spend time with him and i had alot of fun talking to him. he laughed, i laughed, i smiled, he smiled. i giggled like a school girl to my mom and dolo on the phone the next day. i havent felt this way in quite some time. it feels good. even if the feeling is not mutual, i'm having a good time getting to know him and indulging in horribly embarrassing puppy love behavior. i hope i get to spend some time with him soon.

wow, vomit. sorry about that little rant. moving on.

My first semester of school is almost over. HOORAY! of course it's been procrastination station. i don't do school work any other way. on wednesday i'll be done with all my big stuff and i can coast on to sweet sweet summer. where i only have to worry about the job i hate and coaching amazing girls with some less than stellar parents. not all of them, just a few.

Email i got from one parent today:

Jenna,

I am concerned with the cheer that was said right before our team took the field in the 2nd half of yesterday's game against Pike.  If I heard correctly, I believe the girls ended the cheer with something along the lines of "we're going to kick your what?".  If this is somewhat accurate, then I think it is quite obvious that "what" is to be replaced with another word.  I personally don't believe this is appropriate for the girls to be cheering.  This is disrespectful to the other team and it reflects poorly on ZYSA, the parents of this team, and yourself.  I hope you will have the girls refrain from saying this cheer in the future.  If I heard this incorrectly, please advise me, but I know other parents at the game interpreted it as I had.

Siiiiiiiiiiiiiigh. I replied back that i understand and will make sure the girls use other cheers. Soccer parents, their a whole different breed.

We got a win and a tie this weekend...and they played AWESOME both games. i was very happy about that.

Man. monday night TV is killlllling me:

One Tree Hill

How I met Your Mother

House

the Hills

I CAN'T DECIDE!!!!!

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My second book i ordered from Amazon came yesterday. Scroll down if you don't remember what i bought.

I've been reading and researching, and I'm pretty excited about the possibility to doing this. like  ACTUALLY doing this. of course my mantra in my head is "not until you finish school"

who needs a masters when you can write amazing scripts?

"not until you finish school"

but thats so long away. what if i lose the tenacity to move to LA and try this?

"not until you finish school"

damn you mind. why can't that nagging thought get out!?!??!

but at least some things are going well here. the head coach at Zionsville High School is interested in me coaching their freshman team. i was very flattered. i'm not sure if i could do it, it's much more of a committment and i have what else...SCHOOL twice a week. and they shoud practice every day.

besides this blog, i haven't written much new material. i find myself too tired to at the end of the day. but this weekend i just have games to coach and i'm gonna go some major relaxing and hopefully some writing.

my life is complete now that How I Met Your Mother, One Tree Hill, and The Office are all new and back in my life. I've also been netflixing My Name is Earl...amazing show. But it's time to get ready for the new Indiana Jones movie. I always loved how Indiana was in his name. I feel special.

Little 500 was this weekend. Solid b+ weekend. points taken away for one of my friends having a meltdown outside of bennys. but other than that, i had a BLAST. played in the alumni game, got real drunk, creeped on some freshman. woke up on monday and decided that those kind of weekends should be left for the young and in shape. i feel like i was beat with a sockful of nickles.

it's so nice out. makes me want to run and run and run. and when i have time, i do. i run until my lungs burn, my legs ache, and until the music in my ears drown out my thoughts of los angeles, being a failure, and having a mediocre life.

Jordan! MOVE TO LA WITH ME AND LETS WRITE SCRIPTS TOGETHER.

Ladies and Gents, i present to you the pride and joy of the SJC 2008 alumni game:

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Um, i had a dream about John Krasinski last night. I was Jenna Fisher's understudy (?) on the show and so I was on set and shooting scenes and everything. Then he asked me to dinner and met my mom. And when we left together people were taking our pictures, paparazzi style. I remember walking with him and just keeping my head down as cameras flashed in my face. Then all of a sudden i was marrying Mark, the last guy i dated. like, it was my wedding day and i didnt wanna marry him seeing as i dated him for maybe 3 weeks and havent talked to him in a couple months. i already had my rings and everything and the limo and whatnot. i just kept telling people how i didnt wanna marry him.

so a great dream turned into a what the hell? dream. i did like the parts with John just because they seemed very real. Tooooo cute. Shall we decode the dream? Sure.

To see a marriage in your dream, signifies commitment, harmony or transitional period. You are undergoing an important developmental phase in your life. The dream may also represent the unification of formerly separate or opposite aspects of yourself. In particular, it is the union of masculine or feminine aspects of yourself. Dreams involving weddings are generally negative and highlight some anxiety or fear. It often refers to feelings of bitterness, sorrow, or death. Alternatively, wedding dreams reflect your issues about commitment and independence.To see a wedding ring in your dream, represents completeness and eternal love. If you are not married and find a wedding ring, then it may mean that your personal relationship has reached a new level

Oh. I definitely have anxiety when it comes to committment. I don't want any part of that.

Dreaming of any particular celebrity often reveals a fantasy for friendship or romance.
These dreams may also show a sense of being a peer or equal to that celebrity, as if to say, 'I can do that, too.' A second aspect of this phenomenon is living vicariously through a celebrity. In this instance, people will assume a peculiar sense of participation with a public figure's success and notoriety.

Yep, definitely a fantasy. And i can do that too. Bitches.

Well, this past week was very busy. And this weekend I'll be in Cincinnatti coaching my girls at the Mid-American Soccer Classic. I'd love to come home with a trophy. But as long as we play well, i'll be a happy coach.

I think the song I'm listening to as I blog is appropriate:

Lupe Fiasco - "Superstar" (Video)

And Finally, your John Krasinski fix for the day:

JOHN KRASINSKI A 20080403

Next time I'll blog I'll be at the hotel in Cinci probably. Enjoy the friday, kids.

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